06th April 2008

freaking swines who have nothing else better to do but bitch. fine, your life is a mess. don’t bring others into it or put others down just to make yourself look better in the eyes of many. go clean yourself up lah before you correct others. semua orang tak sempurna doh! memang aku tak betul. memang banyak orang cakap aku ada angin pus pus. sooooo? i always take plenty of steps back when i see rough tides coming in. i’m not a coward at all. i just don’t have the nerve to break anyones heart anymore. it’s my life now and i’m 27 (haha) and i might never know whether i would see the next day when i put my head on the pillow. my good friends whom have been by my side. i’d rather not mention names as you know who you are. friendships have always been misused as to what i gather through my experiences. i have been broken hearted many times that i fail to see or feel the true meaning of friendship. you guys gave me the insight i needed to repair myself slowly. i leave it to god to show me the path and i leave it to my senses to foresee the things to come. deep thoughts are leaving my braincells like leaves being blown away from an autumn tree. i hope this still new year’s journey will make me a better person in this world and the next. syahrir doing the deep thoughts thang again. btw, special shout out to mEhni! have a nice wonderful kid. huahaha.